School was being a bitch today. I don’t know why but I just couldn’t concentrate and all the teacher’s words just go through my ears but never stopping at the brain. So pissed. The newspaper article this morning was really disturbing. It reminded me of a certain someone. It hurts. That was also bothering me the whole school period. So pissed. Fuck off, woman. Get out, get lost. I don’t have a room for a bitch in my life. Stop stealing mine, go get a fucking life. URGHH. If only I can directly talk to you, it would really be so nice scolding you. If only I was there, I would have slapped and killed you already. Bitch. *SIGH* SO PISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD. Okay, enough scolding. Finally I feel relieved after letting it go. I’m stupid enough to still remember her. Real stupid stuff. HA! Thanks Farah for inviting me to your house just now. It was the moooossssstttt fun thing that ever happened today ;D Thank you. For once, I totally forgot what bothered me today. Now that I am high all over again, let’s roll. YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND RIGHT ROUND; WHEN YOU GO DOWN WHEN YOU GO DOWN DOWN~
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I seriously find that Malay language has been getting reaaaaaally hard these days, no, months. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I am prone to speaking in Indonesian language. But I can’t help it you see. It’s MY language and I find it really hard to understand and use the words in the Malay context, it’s just different and doesn’t make any sense to me at all. I’m sorry to whoever who feels offended, but I am just trying to pour my feelings upon failing my Malay. No, don’t get me wrong. I am not sad or whatsoever, I am just starting to feel proud secretly. Somehow I think that I am still speaking, using and thinking using my original language context despite learning English and Malay. To tell you the truth, mostly, I have to think for a while during tests and exams to translate whatever in my mind into English or Malay. Hahahaha. It’s really hard. But when I got home and told my aunt about me failing Malay, she was not that shock. Me: Bunda, tau gak?! Aku fail melayu. My Aunt: AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA! Tau gak?! Ilham masuk remedial melayu karena selalu fail. Memang kayak gitu, bahasa melayu sama bahasa kita terlalu berbeda. Memang susah sih, tapi kan mendingan dari ambil bahasa cina. TRANSLATION Me: Aunt, you know what?! I fail my Malay. My Aunt: AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! You know what?! Ilham (my cousin) has to go for Malay remedial because he always fail. It’s like that. Malay language and our language is really different. It’s hard, but it’s better than taking Mandarin / Chinese language. So yeah, I think I really have to try harder to understand the Malay context. You don’t know how pai seh I am whenever in my composition or situational writing I accidentally put indon words and they will all be circled in red ink with a question mark next to it. My teacher must be having a great time laughing. But look at the bright side, most probably I will only have to use this language for just a few months more and after that, I can freely use MY language whenever I feel like it. Total freedom. I can’t wait ;D
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A big black bug bit a big black bear; make the big black bear bleed blood.
Say it fast without mistake if you can >:D
Shut up. At least I've updated my blog ;D
Don't ask me to update about the bowling that day. Blogger got error and I lost my draft.
Screw it. So pissed.
So yeah, I'm coolest.
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 Okay. Before updating about the recent camp to Pahang, Malaysia, I would like to wish my one and only brother, DIAZ NOVERA, a Happy Belated 17th Birthday ;D Hope you get well soon from that ass-kicking para-thypus, chronic asthma, incredulously high fever, heavy dry coughs and unstoppable flu. Sorry I won't be able to buy you a car for your present but I'll definitely find something more special for you. Heehee (Get well soon so that you can fetch me on the 25th, you ass. HAHAHA)Okay. Now lets move on to the Combined Uniformed Group Camp to Pahang, Malaysia (truly Asia~ okay stop it) - - - DAY 1
Meet up at 2 pm under Farah's block with Nasirah, Shi Hui, Haziq and Farah. It was raining and some people just can't stand their wet shoes and thus start doing something only monkey does *coughs* After that we took Farah's mom's car (Thanks) to Aishah's block to have our last gathering before going to school. At around 4 pm all of us gathered at the school canteen and set off at around 4.30 to Tanjong Pagar Train Station.
Reached there and everyone started to camwhore while waiting for the train to come and gate to be opened.
So here goes pictures...
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    As soon as the gate was opened we all rushed to our coach. The SJAB people + some 3 lost NPCC girls were in Coach 6. So yeah, you can imagine the noise level in that coach. Lol. - -  10 hours in the train, what do you think we do? Nope, we don't sleep. We were busy eating all sorts of stuffs like kuaci (is that how you spell it?), nasi goreng (fried rice), chips more, twisties and some other things.
Me and Farah managed to befriend some of the train staffs in the canteen (Yes. The train has a canteen. Cool right? But I coolest)
But one of them seriously destroy my appetite *ehem farahrhinaandshihui*
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Finally reached at Jerantut Train Station at around 3 am in the morning. Board a bus to our hostel. We were locked in there by ourselves while the teachers go to the hostel across. So yeah, you can imagine what monkeys do best if they were given freedom *coughs*
DAY 2
Wake up at 6.30 am and had breakfast at 7. Everyone still very sleepy and sian, maybe someone still have motion sickness from the previous train ride. Lol.
 After breakfast, we packed our things and went to our next destination which was our very first activity. Flying Fox, River Crossing and Brown White Water Rafting.  Currently I don't have the pictures on the activities. They only allowed one camera to be used. So yeah. Once I get the pictures, I'll post them up. First up was Flying Fox across the river (Hopefully you get the idea, if the rope snap off, you'll just probably drowned to death. Lol). I wonder why they call it fox and not bunny or cat or something else. Okay sheeesh! I was the last one to go because the girls were all scared to be the last one *sigh* Next was River Crossing. (Get it? After you cross the river through flying fox, now you have to cross back by just using a the rope and walk/swim/float). If you fail, all you have to do is to let go of the rope and the people there will catch you using a motorboat. My first try was failed. My palm couldn't stand the pain due to the friction. Second try also failed. This time water keep on going into my nose. Thus I gave up. Shut up! At least I got to ride on the boat. TWICE some more! *winks to Farah* We also had water confident activities to boost up our confidence in water (DUHH!). Hence, I can say that now I am water confident, oh wait, I already am since last time *winks to Nasirah* The last one was water rafting. But before that we had capsize drill. The guides overturn our boat and BYARRR! Muahaha! It was thrilling. After we mastered it, we set off. It was damn fun going through the massive rapids, the bumpy ride and everything. After that we had our lunch and shower time. This time I can really show off my new hair. *coughs* Everywhere I went "OMG Nabila your hair so nice! So cool." Thanks, I'm coolest I know. HAHAHA. Okay shut up. Board the bus and set off to our next resting place.  Reach at I dont know what resort at 6+ pm  Get our rooms and put our things down. Grabbed torch light for the Night Jungle Walk afterwards. But before that we had dinner. The dinner was terrible I tell you. We had this one yellow chicken dish that smells like................... DURIANS
Yes, durians.
  *points up* Yep. That's the one. Could not bring myself to finish the food. Other people too. After dinner we head on for our night jungle walk. In the bus   We had to actually cross a river in order to go to the jungle. Apply insect repellent and we were ready to go. There's nothing much to see in the jungle at night (DUH!). I don't know what everyone else is doing but I was looking out everywhere for frogs and toads. Well you know me and my phobia of frogs/toads. *coughs* Well, we saw lots of insects, termites, ants, bird-eating spiders and some deers. No frogs, THANK GOD! After the long walk, we head back to our resort. And just when I was so relax and unaware, I saw one frog hoping like 5 meters in front of me. Damn it. No brother, I didn't cry >:D I just ran like as if I was chased by a mad dog. Lol. Here's our room. So messy right? The beds were all double-decker. So yeah, you can hear the bed non-stop creaking at night. Showered and dropped dead on the bed.  Just when everyone else was sleeping, these guys monkeys are busy having KACANG PARTY (peanut party). Tsk tsk.. 
DAY 3
Wake up at 7.30am and had breakfast. The guys were late and so the teachers punished them by telling them to pick a girl and serve them the food they want. Heehee. Thank you Kelvin, you are the best (after Diaz) brother ever! :D   After breakfast we set off for our next activities which were Jungle Trekking via Canopy walkway, visit to Ear Cave and Orang Asli Village (original inhabitants of Malaysia) and Rapid shooting. First up was the jungle trekking via canopy walkway.  Okay. For those who have no idea what is Canopy Walk, it is actually crossing these wobbly wobble long bridges that are high up at the canopy layer. Still doesn't ring a bell? THAT'S WHY LEARN GEOGRAPHY, damnit. HAHAHA. Canopy layer is the second highest layer of the forest where trees grow to the height of 15 - 3o meters high. Okay stop it sia. Enough of Geo.
Just look at the pictures below and you'll know.
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            There are 9 bridges in total. Farah was stuck at the one with the ladder *points up*. It's scary, mind you. Okay, once we were done, the guides told us a few more things about trees before going for the mofo trekking. *points below*  It's TONGKAT ALI by the way. Wrong spelling and I lazy to re-edit. After that, we had our, just as I said, mofo jungle trekking. It was damn tiring going up the jungle. But at the top, it's something very magnificent. - - - - -  Yeah. Everyone was so tired and breathless but it was worth it. It was drizzling so we couldn't go up some more. So yeah, we went down. We thought it would be much easier but it turned out to be the total opposite. People started to fall, slide and roll down. Lol. Had our lunch. Afterwards was the punishment for the NCC guys for being late. Lol. They decided to do push-up waves but it turned out to be a total failure. Muahahaha. I think i'll upload the video later on.  We were told that since it was drizzling, it would be dangerous to go to the Ear Cave. So yeah, it was cancelled D: Went to the orang asli village next and that is where the LEECH ATTACK began. Hahahahahaha.   Potential orang asli, indeed. It is amazing how they can live with nature up until today where technology is everywhere. And i seriously thought it will take them 1 or 2 hours to make fire, but in actual fact it takes them less than 3 minutes. What's more they don't use gas like us. Save the earth~  We also had the chance to try out their hunting equipment, you know, the blow blow thingy. It was awesome, seriously.   Lol. Nasirah was almost bitten by a leech on her hand but thank God there's insect repellent to make it dizzy. Nasirah, you should have gave me yours. I want to feel how it's like to be bitten. RAWR! So yeah, you can almost see 4 or 5 people walking with big patch of blood on their legs after their leeches drop off. After that we had rapid shooting. No, it's not using the gun and shoot. It's a water activity where by 10 people will ride a fast moving long boat and we have to splash water at the other boats. Our boat might be the noisiest but it was flooded with water until we were sinking and there were water cockroaches bugs everywhere. HAHAHA. So yeah, you can imagine the condition of our boat. Went back to our resort, bathe and set off to our next resting place before going back to Singapore. While everyone else were shopping, me,nasirah,shi hui,farah,woonfui,joel,haziq,nabil, wesley and derrick stayed at the hostel and had a kacang party. I wasn't in the mood but still played snap with them and I turned out to be the loser. Lol. DAY 4
Slept awhile and woke up at around 12.50am. Head to Jeram Besu train station and board the train at around 2.15am   Well, this time round all of us were in coach 7, except for the teachers. Not much eating but rather ghost stories. Lol. Yes, we have no life. Rhina told us what she saw during the night jungle walk and Farah got scared, actually me too but she decided to quit listenining. Hahahaha. Reached Singapore at around 10+ am. Waited for the bus at Sheng Siong while some people went home on their own. Reached school at around 11+ and we did the usual. KFC :D  Once we were done, we head back home, showered and slept ;D DONE :D  To tell you the truth, I don't remember posing like that *points up*. Was I paid to do it? I think it's some other "nabila" and not me. Lololol.
Peace.
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Just give me a few more days and I will update a loooooong post regarding the camp and other stuffs. Heehee :D (Busy people always like this one *coughs*)
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End of year exam is over like finally. Get back most of the results already but *sighs* quite a lot of you know how sucky they are. I don't know. I don't have the motivation I had like the previous years. I messaged mom that I did badly this year and all her answer was none other than a "Hehehe." What does that suppose to mean, tell me. I think they are too busy to even care about the results like they used to, I don't know. I think I need some real scoldings, no, I NEED ATTENTION. Please, just turn and look at me for a while. Scold me, shout at me, ANYTHING. Make me realise the mistakes I've done.No, I'm not going to blame it on anyone.Not you teachers, parents, friends, CCA or whatever else. It's just ME. To tell you the truth, I actually learn a lesson from this year's result. Especially from the Malay language. It was during this one Malay period not long before the exam. As you know, I am not a malay and I am bad at this language. You don't know how I struggled sometimes to even understand what the teacher is saying. And some particular people have these incredible sharp tongues. They should win some awards for that. I was asking THESE PEOPLE what's the meaning of this one word. They answered: Eh Nabila, I can't believe you are this stupid. You don't even know what this word means. I wonder how you even get to be in this band 1 class.
Even if it was only a joke, it hurts. Pretty badly. Those sentences keep on ringing in my head, even until now. Not only during that period of time. It's like almost every malay period, all the thing that come out from their motor mouths were the word stupid, stupid and stupid. But this time round, they really hit the spot. I could not care about this language anymore and chose to just ignore it since I am that stupid. That was why some of you saw me not even doing any of the work and sleeping in class. I even flung the paper. (Luckily my old hag was not in Singapore at that time, so yeah, I can cry like some mofo in my room ;D) So yeah. Again, I am NOT blaming anyone. It's just me who is so weak to be affected by these lame stuffs. And to think about it, it's hard for me to recover from this stupid state. Fuck it, yeah? HAHA. See, brother. If you're reading this, I'll be really happy. I'm proving to you that I don't have a brilliant brain. I don't do things just like that. I do things according to my mood. If I feel like it, I'll study like one nerd. If there are things that affect me and I don't feel like doing it, I'll be like this, slacking. Kind of selfish, eh? I hate myself for that. I failed, but I failed better. OKAY. ENOUGH >:D School was okay today. Had this one student forum thingy at the hall. Teachers, I'll be reaaaaally glad if you read this. Just to tell you in case you don't or haven't realise this, you are actually shooting every comments we made, back to us. The discussion is going nowhere. And whatever happens to the rule that says "No personal attack"? You don't know how many people turn to look at me when one of you mention about "the neighbouring country not selling sand to this country". *EHEM* I actually feel ' personally attacked'. I believe there must be a reason to that which this country started first, right? I don't wish to take it as you're being 'countrist' here:D. There are many things I want to mention here about that but I ain't gonna write politics here. I don't feel like typing anything else here. Maybe later. HAHAHA. I agree with you, Haziq. We've got a busy end of year coming up ahead! :D
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HAAH! Again, I kept neglecting to update. Lazy laah. I don't know why but these days I've been like so restless. People sitting beside me have to keep on waking me up during lessons *sigh*. Even during lunch time I've been trying my best to grab some sleep. Not bad, you know. Sometimes I can get 35 minutes of sleep xD. Anyway, thank you for keeping me awake ;D My body feels weak also, especially my hands. I don't know why sometimes it feels like my hands just die. Even sometimes I can't write or simply lift them up. I think I'm really dying. And the excruciating pain on my neck..Seriously, I've been consuming real high dose of painkillers. I think one day you will find me lying on the floor with white foams D: Okay enough of my sick talk. Exam starts tomorrow and I feel sooo happy that I've finished reading the book Diaz bought me for my birthday. Yes. A Thousands Splendid Suns. Thank you, brother. It's awesome.  Every great ending must have their sacrifices. It's such a waste that Mariam has to die. I swear I cried when they execute her. Near the goalpost, the man behind her asked her to stop. Mariam did. Through the crisscrossing grid of her burqa, she saw his shadow arms lift his shadow Kalashnikov.
Mariam wished so much in those final moments. Yet as she closed her eyes, it was not regret any longer but a sensation of abundant peace that washed over her.
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Mariam's final thoughts were a few words from the Koran, which she muttered under her breath.
He has created the heavens and earth with the truth; He makes the night cover the day and makes the day overtake the night, and He has made the sun and the moon subservient; each one runs on to an assigned term; now surely He is the Mighty, the Great Forgiver. O my Lord! Forgive and have mercy, for you are the best of the merciful ones.
"Kneel here, hamshirah. And look down."
One last time, Mariam did as she was told.
- A Thousand Splendid Suns Yes. And there's one more thing that I picked up from the book. I'm not trying to be sexist / genderist here but I think these sentences are true: "Like a compass needle that points north, a man's accusing finger always finds a woman. Always. You remember that, Mariam."
Thus I shall end my very long post here and go on hiatus mode :DHeehee.
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School was being a bitch today. I don’t know why but I just couldn’t concentrate and all the teacher’s words just go through my ears but never stopping at the brain. So pissed. The newspaper article this morning was really disturbing. It reminded me of a certain someone. It hurts. That was also bothering me the whole school period. So pissed. Fuck off, woman. Get out, get lost. I don’t have a room for a bitch in my life. Stop stealing mine, go get a fucking life. URGHH. If only I can directly talk to you, it would really be so nice scolding you. If only I was there, I would have slapped and killed you already. Bitch. *SIGH* SO PISSSSSSSEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD. Okay, enough scolding. Finally I feel relieved after letting it go. I’m stupid enough to still remember her. Real stupid stuff. HA! Thanks Farah for inviting me to your house just now. It was the moooossssstttt fun thing that ever happened today ;D Thank you. For once, I totally forgot what bothered me today. Now that I am high all over again, let’s roll. YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND RIGHT ROUND; WHEN YOU GO DOWN WHEN YOU GO DOWN DOWN~
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I seriously find that Malay language has been getting reaaaaaally hard these days, no, months. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I am prone to speaking in Indonesian language. But I can’t help it you see. It’s MY language and I find it really hard to understand and use the words in the Malay context, it’s just different and doesn’t make any sense to me at all. I’m sorry to whoever who feels offended, but I am just trying to pour my feelings upon failing my Malay. No, don’t get me wrong. I am not sad or whatsoever, I am just starting to feel proud secretly. Somehow I think that I am still speaking, using and thinking using my original language context despite learning English and Malay. To tell you the truth, mostly, I have to think for a while during tests and exams to translate whatever in my mind into English or Malay. Hahahaha. It’s really hard. But when I got home and told my aunt about me failing Malay, she was not that shock. Me: Bunda, tau gak?! Aku fail melayu. My Aunt: AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA! Tau gak?! Ilham masuk remedial melayu karena selalu fail. Memang kayak gitu, bahasa melayu sama bahasa kita terlalu berbeda. Memang susah sih, tapi kan mendingan dari ambil bahasa cina. TRANSLATION Me: Aunt, you know what?! I fail my Malay. My Aunt: AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! You know what?! Ilham (my cousin) has to go for Malay remedial because he always fail. It’s like that. Malay language and our language is really different. It’s hard, but it’s better than taking Mandarin / Chinese language. So yeah, I think I really have to try harder to understand the Malay context. You don’t know how pai seh I am whenever in my composition or situational writing I accidentally put indon words and they will all be circled in red ink with a question mark next to it. My teacher must be having a great time laughing. But look at the bright side, most probably I will only have to use this language for just a few months more and after that, I can freely use MY language whenever I feel like it. Total freedom. I can’t wait ;D
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A big black bug bit a big black bear; make the big black bear bleed blood.
Say it fast without mistake if you can >:D
Shut up. At least I've updated my blog ;D
Don't ask me to update about the bowling that day. Blogger got error and I lost my draft.
Screw it. So pissed.
So yeah, I'm coolest.
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Okay. Before updating about the recent camp to Pahang, Malaysia, I would like to wish my one and only brother, DIAZ NOVERA, a Happy Belated 17th Birthday ;D Hope you get well soon from that ass-kicking para-thypus, chronic asthma, incredulously high fever, heavy dry coughs and unstoppable flu. Sorry I won't be able to buy you a car for your present but I'll definitely find something more special for you. Heehee (Get well soon so that you can fetch me on the 25th, you ass. HAHAHA)Okay. Now lets move on to the Combined Uniformed Group Camp to Pahang, Malaysia (truly Asia~ okay stop it) - - - DAY 1
Meet up at 2 pm under Farah's block with Nasirah, Shi Hui, Haziq and Farah. It was raining and some people just can't stand their wet shoes and thus start doing something only monkey does *coughs* After that we took Farah's mom's car (Thanks) to Aishah's block to have our last gathering before going to school. At around 4 pm all of us gathered at the school canteen and set off at around 4.30 to Tanjong Pagar Train Station.
Reached there and everyone started to camwhore while waiting for the train to come and gate to be opened.
So here goes pictures...
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As soon as the gate was opened we all rushed to our coach. The SJAB people + some 3 lost NPCC girls were in Coach 6. So yeah, you can imagine the noise level in that coach. Lol. - - 10 hours in the train, what do you think we do? Nope, we don't sleep. We were busy eating all sorts of stuffs like kuaci (is that how you spell it?), nasi goreng (fried rice), chips more, twisties and some other things.
Me and Farah managed to befriend some of the train staffs in the canteen (Yes. The train has a canteen. Cool right? But I coolest)
But one of them seriously destroy my appetite *ehem farahrhinaandshihui*
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Finally reached at Jerantut Train Station at around 3 am in the morning. Board a bus to our hostel. We were locked in there by ourselves while the teachers go to the hostel across. So yeah, you can imagine what monkeys do best if they were given freedom *coughs*
DAY 2
Wake up at 6.30 am and had breakfast at 7. Everyone still very sleepy and sian, maybe someone still have motion sickness from the previous train ride. Lol.
After breakfast, we packed our things and went to our next destination which was our very first activity. Flying Fox, River Crossing and Brown White Water Rafting. Currently I don't have the pictures on the activities. They only allowed one camera to be used. So yeah. Once I get the pictures, I'll post them up. First up was Flying Fox across the river (Hopefully you get the idea, if the rope snap off, you'll just probably drowned to death. Lol). I wonder why they call it fox and not bunny or cat or something else. Okay sheeesh! I was the last one to go because the girls were all scared to be the last one *sigh* Next was River Crossing. (Get it? After you cross the river through flying fox, now you have to cross back by just using a the rope and walk/swim/float). If you fail, all you have to do is to let go of the rope and the people there will catch you using a motorboat. My first try was failed. My palm couldn't stand the pain due to the friction. Second try also failed. This time water keep on going into my nose. Thus I gave up. Shut up! At least I got to ride on the boat. TWICE some more! *winks to Farah* We also had water confident activities to boost up our confidence in water (DUHH!). Hence, I can say that now I am water confident, oh wait, I already am since last time *winks to Nasirah* The last one was water rafting. But before that we had capsize drill. The guides overturn our boat and BYARRR! Muahaha! It was thrilling. After we mastered it, we set off. It was damn fun going through the massive rapids, the bumpy ride and everything. After that we had our lunch and shower time. This time I can really show off my new hair. *coughs* Everywhere I went "OMG Nabila your hair so nice! So cool." Thanks, I'm coolest I know. HAHAHA. Okay shut up. Board the bus and set off to our next resting place. Reach at I dont know what resort at 6+ pm Get our rooms and put our things down. Grabbed torch light for the Night Jungle Walk afterwards. But before that we had dinner. The dinner was terrible I tell you. We had this one yellow chicken dish that smells like................... DURIANS
Yes, durians.
*points up* Yep. That's the one. Could not bring myself to finish the food. Other people too. After dinner we head on for our night jungle walk. In the bus We had to actually cross a river in order to go to the jungle. Apply insect repellent and we were ready to go. There's nothing much to see in the jungle at night (DUH!). I don't know what everyone else is doing but I was looking out everywhere for frogs and toads. Well you know me and my phobia of frogs/toads. *coughs* Well, we saw lots of insects, termites, ants, bird-eating spiders and some deers. No frogs, THANK GOD! After the long walk, we head back to our resort. And just when I was so relax and unaware, I saw one frog hoping like 5 meters in front of me. Damn it. No brother, I didn't cry >:D I just ran like as if I was chased by a mad dog. Lol. Here's our room. So messy right? The beds were all double-decker. So yeah, you can hear the bed non-stop creaking at night. Showered and dropped dead on the bed. Just when everyone else was sleeping, these guys monkeys are busy having KACANG PARTY (peanut party). Tsk tsk..
DAY 3
Wake up at 7.30am and had breakfast. The guys were late and so the teachers punished them by telling them to pick a girl and serve them the food they want. Heehee. Thank you Kelvin, you are the best (after Diaz) brother ever! :D After breakfast we set off for our next activities which were Jungle Trekking via Canopy walkway, visit to Ear Cave and Orang Asli Village (original inhabitants of Malaysia) and Rapid shooting. First up was the jungle trekking via canopy walkway. Okay. For those who have no idea what is Canopy Walk, it is actually crossing these wobbly wobble long bridges that are high up at the canopy layer. Still doesn't ring a bell? THAT'S WHY LEARN GEOGRAPHY, damnit. HAHAHA. Canopy layer is the second highest layer of the forest where trees grow to the height of 15 - 3o meters high. Okay stop it sia. Enough of Geo.
Just look at the pictures below and you'll know.
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There are 9 bridges in total. Farah was stuck at the one with the ladder *points up*. It's scary, mind you. Okay, once we were done, the guides told us a few more things about trees before going for the mofo trekking. *points below* It's TONGKAT ALI by the way. Wrong spelling and I lazy to re-edit. After that, we had our, just as I said, mofo jungle trekking. It was damn tiring going up the jungle. But at the top, it's something very magnificent. - - - - - Yeah. Everyone was so tired and breathless but it was worth it. It was drizzling so we couldn't go up some more. So yeah, we went down. We thought it would be much easier but it turned out to be the total opposite. People started to fall, slide and roll down. Lol. Had our lunch. Afterwards was the punishment for the NCC guys for being late. Lol. They decided to do push-up waves but it turned out to be a total failure. Muahahaha. I think i'll upload the video later on. We were told that since it was drizzling, it would be dangerous to go to the Ear Cave. So yeah, it was cancelled D: Went to the orang asli village next and that is where the LEECH ATTACK began. Hahahahahaha. Potential orang asli, indeed. It is amazing how they can live with nature up until today where technology is everywhere. And i seriously thought it will take them 1 or 2 hours to make fire, but in actual fact it takes them less than 3 minutes. What's more they don't use gas like us. Save the earth~ We also had the chance to try out their hunting equipment, you know, the blow blow thingy. It was awesome, seriously. Lol. Nasirah was almost bitten by a leech on her hand but thank God there's insect repellent to make it dizzy. Nasirah, you should have gave me yours. I want to feel how it's like to be bitten. RAWR! So yeah, you can almost see 4 or 5 people walking with big patch of blood on their legs after their leeches drop off. After that we had rapid shooting. No, it's not using the gun and shoot. It's a water activity where by 10 people will ride a fast moving long boat and we have to splash water at the other boats. Our boat might be the noisiest but it was flooded with water until we were sinking and there were water cockroaches bugs everywhere. HAHAHA. So yeah, you can imagine the condition of our boat. Went back to our resort, bathe and set off to our next resting place before going back to Singapore. While everyone else were shopping, me,nasirah,shi hui,farah,woonfui,joel,haziq,nabil, wesley and derrick stayed at the hostel and had a kacang party. I wasn't in the mood but still played snap with them and I turned out to be the loser. Lol. DAY 4
Slept awhile and woke up at around 12.50am. Head to Jeram Besu train station and board the train at around 2.15am Well, this time round all of us were in coach 7, except for the teachers. Not much eating but rather ghost stories. Lol. Yes, we have no life. Rhina told us what she saw during the night jungle walk and Farah got scared, actually me too but she decided to quit listenining. Hahahaha. Reached Singapore at around 10+ am. Waited for the bus at Sheng Siong while some people went home on their own. Reached school at around 11+ and we did the usual. KFC :D Once we were done, we head back home, showered and slept ;D DONE :D To tell you the truth, I don't remember posing like that *points up*. Was I paid to do it? I think it's some other "nabila" and not me. Lololol.
Peace.
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Just give me a few more days and I will update a loooooong post regarding the camp and other stuffs. Heehee :D (Busy people always like this one *coughs*)
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End of year exam is over like finally. Get back most of the results already but *sighs* quite a lot of you know how sucky they are. I don't know. I don't have the motivation I had like the previous years. I messaged mom that I did badly this year and all her answer was none other than a "Hehehe." What does that suppose to mean, tell me. I think they are too busy to even care about the results like they used to, I don't know. I think I need some real scoldings, no, I NEED ATTENTION. Please, just turn and look at me for a while. Scold me, shout at me, ANYTHING. Make me realise the mistakes I've done.No, I'm not going to blame it on anyone.Not you teachers, parents, friends, CCA or whatever else. It's just ME. To tell you the truth, I actually learn a lesson from this year's result. Especially from the Malay language. It was during this one Malay period not long before the exam. As you know, I am not a malay and I am bad at this language. You don't know how I struggled sometimes to even understand what the teacher is saying. And some particular people have these incredible sharp tongues. They should win some awards for that. I was asking THESE PEOPLE what's the meaning of this one word. They answered: Eh Nabila, I can't believe you are this stupid. You don't even know what this word means. I wonder how you even get to be in this band 1 class.
Even if it was only a joke, it hurts. Pretty badly. Those sentences keep on ringing in my head, even until now. Not only during that period of time. It's like almost every malay period, all the thing that come out from their motor mouths were the word stupid, stupid and stupid. But this time round, they really hit the spot. I could not care about this language anymore and chose to just ignore it since I am that stupid. That was why some of you saw me not even doing any of the work and sleeping in class. I even flung the paper. (Luckily my old hag was not in Singapore at that time, so yeah, I can cry like some mofo in my room ;D) So yeah. Again, I am NOT blaming anyone. It's just me who is so weak to be affected by these lame stuffs. And to think about it, it's hard for me to recover from this stupid state. Fuck it, yeah? HAHA. See, brother. If you're reading this, I'll be really happy. I'm proving to you that I don't have a brilliant brain. I don't do things just like that. I do things according to my mood. If I feel like it, I'll study like one nerd. If there are things that affect me and I don't feel like doing it, I'll be like this, slacking. Kind of selfish, eh? I hate myself for that. I failed, but I failed better. OKAY. ENOUGH >:D School was okay today. Had this one student forum thingy at the hall. Teachers, I'll be reaaaaally glad if you read this. Just to tell you in case you don't or haven't realise this, you are actually shooting every comments we made, back to us. The discussion is going nowhere. And whatever happens to the rule that says "No personal attack"? You don't know how many people turn to look at me when one of you mention about "the neighbouring country not selling sand to this country". *EHEM* I actually feel ' personally attacked'. I believe there must be a reason to that which this country started first, right? I don't wish to take it as you're being 'countrist' here:D. There are many things I want to mention here about that but I ain't gonna write politics here. I don't feel like typing anything else here. Maybe later. HAHAHA. I agree with you, Haziq. We've got a busy end of year coming up ahead! :D
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HAAH! Again, I kept neglecting to update. Lazy laah. I don't know why but these days I've been like so restless. People sitting beside me have to keep on waking me up during lessons *sigh*. Even during lunch time I've been trying my best to grab some sleep. Not bad, you know. Sometimes I can get 35 minutes of sleep xD. Anyway, thank you for keeping me awake ;D My body feels weak also, especially my hands. I don't know why sometimes it feels like my hands just die. Even sometimes I can't write or simply lift them up. I think I'm really dying. And the excruciating pain on my neck..Seriously, I've been consuming real high dose of painkillers. I think one day you will find me lying on the floor with white foams D: Okay enough of my sick talk. Exam starts tomorrow and I feel sooo happy that I've finished reading the book Diaz bought me for my birthday. Yes. A Thousands Splendid Suns. Thank you, brother. It's awesome. Every great ending must have their sacrifices. It's such a waste that Mariam has to die. I swear I cried when they execute her. Near the goalpost, the man behind her asked her to stop. Mariam did. Through the crisscrossing grid of her burqa, she saw his shadow arms lift his shadow Kalashnikov.
Mariam wished so much in those final moments. Yet as she closed her eyes, it was not regret any longer but a sensation of abundant peace that washed over her.
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Mariam's final thoughts were a few words from the Koran, which she muttered under her breath.
He has created the heavens and earth with the truth; He makes the night cover the day and makes the day overtake the night, and He has made the sun and the moon subservient; each one runs on to an assigned term; now surely He is the Mighty, the Great Forgiver. O my Lord! Forgive and have mercy, for you are the best of the merciful ones.
"Kneel here, hamshirah. And look down."
One last time, Mariam did as she was told.
- A Thousand Splendid Suns Yes. And there's one more thing that I picked up from the book. I'm not trying to be sexist / genderist here but I think these sentences are true: "Like a compass needle that points north, a man's accusing finger always finds a woman. Always. You remember that, Mariam."
Thus I shall end my very long post here and go on hiatus mode :DHeehee.
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My name is Nabila Dinda Jeulila. Sometimes I thought that my name was too long that actually I took more time than the rest during exam just to write 'em *sigh*. I think I got dumped by my parents I mean where can you find a 15 year old girl living alone with some strangers. ROFLMAO.
It's been about 5 years since I start stepping on this island which changed most of my life and I still bear the title 'Foreigner'. Apart from tonnes of school work and going back home at 6+ pm everyday, I've got friends who behave like berok (monkey) and a ridiculous CCA. Oh! and I have a brother who is struggling his balls head off in that hell-on-earth university. Heh :D
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