24 AUGUST 2007 18:37
We had a memorial for Jian De before he go to Australia. It was undescribeable.
First, we read to him our messages.We go in the ZALSSR sequence. Haziq first, Aishah, then me, followed by Nasirah, Shi Hui and Farah. When it was my turn I halfway stopped in the middle. I cant hold my tears any longer. And there, I started crying, breaking the spell among YBs. Yes. Im the spoiler of the show but I just cant stand it any longer...
Then we had the GRAND performance. We, the YBs sang "When you're gone" for Jian De. Its soo saddening cause everyone was crying and trying to keep up with the lyric.And then I saw Jian De cried. Oh My GOD! It made m cry even harder.Dont cry, Jian De. We'll always be here for you (:
Well, actually im speechless and bad at this kind of thing but IM TRYING.
I really hope that you will have better friends in Aust.Better life.Better school and education.And dont forget, FIND A GIRLFRIEND ((:
Dont forget about us, alright? We will really miss you. It will be VERY different without you. I really wish u dont even have to go. But who am I to make you dont go?
REMEMBER. I will always remember every little tiny mini bits of you.
Thanks for being a very good and special friend. Im sorry if I ever treat you like shit or even ignore you. I really am sorry for every single little tiny mini bits that I've done wrong to you.
when you're gone
pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay
I'll miss you
remember this song,
remember YB
